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Pregnancy Hormones
Whoever decided that just because women have the audacity to create human life, we should be cursed with excess hormones during the duration is downright mean.
Not to mention… I already had extra crazy hormones on a daily basis just because of my genes (thanks mom).
So tonight I am feeling super duper hormonal.
Mostly because my poor husband is overworked, overtired, overwhelmed, not feeling well and has a ton of work to do - and it is causing him to snap at me.
I am not saying that it has ever been okay in our marriage for us to snap at each other, but on a normal day when I am not super hormone woman I would reply with “Okay but you didn’t need to use that tone”, he would apologize and we would forget about it.
Today, however, I clammed up, had no reply, and almost broke down crying because it hurt my feelings. And now I am sitting here thinking about how mean my husband is being to me and how I just want to throw a fit and cry about it.
And yes, I can still explain all of this in a rational manner. My brain is still functioning just fine It’s just no match for all these crazy hormones that say “NO WE ARE GOING TO CRY ABOUT THIS BECAUSE WE WANT TO”.
I understand that I am being irrational, I just don’t care.
Cancer:
Everyday you go on having to balance between feeling too much and not feeling at all because you know that if you feel too much you get hurt and if you don’t feel anything at all then it’s like locking yourself up inside your own little prison. People end up getting so taken a back for your sensitivity and emotional changes, they can’t seem to keep up, but you on the other hand can keep up with all your friend’s moods and emotions. Even tho sometimes your own feelings get in the way, you can still sense it and that helps you be there for friends- even if sometimes you can be a little jerk to jerk them out of their sadness.